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Randomness at Random *with pics* Loads of pics!!!
05:23 Jul 19 2007
Times Read: 686

SSDD...

Does anyone know what that means?



Still trying to get my house in order after Jessica moving out. You'd think with me being off work that I'd have it done already. Well, you're wrong. All of you. I really think I need to go back to work now. I feel like a fat lazy cow!



Brian brought me some beets the other day. Yesterday actually. 18 qts and 9 pts. *tired sigh* I finished them up this evening. I did them late so that it wouldn't be so hot, because I have to use such big pans, otherwise I'd be in the kitchen for a week. Now my house smells like vinegar. Can we all say eeewww together? Don't get me wrong. I like pickled beets. Semi sorta. I'm not real crazy about them, but they are ok. Andy likes them. And family members do. Don't know why I spend what little money I don't have so that I can cook this stuff just to give it away. *slaps forehead* Stupid I guess...



Got Jessica's room cleaned up for the most part. Can't really do much of anything, because we want to paint it first. I don't want to get all the stuff moved in there and then have to move it around. So it's on hold for now until some money pops in from somewhere. Maybe I need to go to the bathroom? o_O Ya I know, that was an even bigger EEEEWWW!!! But ya know, it gets old after a while. I'm sinking here. I can feel the gurgling and sufficating stealing my breath away. No clue how I'm going to get my bills paid. I have to go tomorrow and try to get help on my electric bill, or else it goes out Friday. And with Brianna not living here anymore, they might not help me *shrugs* That'll be my luck, and coming up with 160 buckaroos is impossible for me right now. And I need 30 for the Dr next week along with gas money. No need to go on...because it's never ending. Hell, I couldn't even afford to go back to work right now *cries* I'm to the point of just giving up!!! Sometimes when Andy makes me laugh or smile, I wonder why I am, because of all the worry I seem to be carrying around with me. Hell, my b/p meds can't even be gotten...*clamps hand over mouth*



I went outside and took some pictures today...

I'll share those while I let my mind shut down for a wee bit...



It was kinda cloudy today. Was hoping for some much needed rain. I have cracks in my yard that a wee chinaman could climb out of if he so desired...





Played in the pool today with Jessica and Brianna. After they left, I laid out for a bit, enjoying the quiet...





Doesn't this look very inviting?





I love watching the sun sparkles on the bottom of the pool. I took a midnight swim last night after I got done with the beets. I took my clothes off in the bedroom and wrapped a towel around me, and went outside and just climbed in. I had the bedroom light on, and when I was on the far side of the pool, you could see the reflection of the light in the water...Then I started having these thoughts of someone sneaking in and killing me and my body being found floating in the bloody water this morning. No clue where those thoughts came from *sigh* So I climbed out and came in...But it was still fun...





Took some pictures of the boys as they was standing by the pool. On the other side of the fence though *giggle* They were standing there one day when I was in the pool and I kept splashing them and asking Bo if he wanted to jump in...Ya I know, being silly. I need something to make me smile ya know...





Needless to say, ole Bo couldn't bring his head up long enough to pose...





Here is a picture of my mimosa tree. You can see where the top got hit by the frost. I'm hoping they get leaves on them next year otherwise I'll have to trim it back. It's only had two blooms on it so far this year. I love the smell of the blooms...





I've got some babies that have popped up this year. Here are two of them...I have a total of 4. Will give two to my sister and replant two of them somewhere in my yard. I love these trees...





Here are two baby maples off my maple tree...The one on the right got hit by a vehicle so I cut it off at the ground, well, it decided it wasn't giving up and that is how big it's gotten...I'll need to replant these as well. Hopefully I didn't wait too long. I fear the roots will be too long on me now. Digging in rock ain't easy ya know!!!





I ended up with a volunteer tomato plant in my flower bed by my front door... Here you can see the blooms on it. Doubt I get many off of it before frost hits since it was such a late bloomer. The one I planted in my back yard died on me...





Here's my lil blue eyes... I was sitting at the computer and had the camera in my hand and she was standing there between my legs and I just snapped the photo. I love her eyes...





Took some pictures of my lil dogwoods I planted. I have 10 of them that I got from the arbor day foundation. They have to stay in this spot for about 2 yrs or so then I will transplant them. I'll give a few away since I have no where to put that many. If I can't, then I'll find somewhere even if I have to start me a dogwood orchard...





Here is another one... where you see that lil rock is where one of my mimosa trees are. I have rocks by them, because they are small and I want to be able to know where they are...





Here is a picture of Angel on our bed with a couple of those kittens we saved. The one laying next to her is Boots. He is the one we kept... She got along fairly well with all of them, but she liked the little female the best, and that girl is the one that was peeing on the bed *sighs* Angel seemed angry for a while after the left, but her and Boots get along for the most part...





Got this picture of Andy in the bedroom. He looks like he don't feel good to me... Most days he don't. He gets surger on his knee Friday. And being the man he is, he'll act like he's dying... Most men do...





Finally got a picture of Shiane, Dandys new girlfriend... They get along wonderfully and I'm happy. Although I hate leaving them with the hay 24/7. They'll both end up with hay bellies. I'll have to figure something out soon. A bale isn't even lasting them 2 weeks...





When I was outside taking the pics, Shiane decided to lay down and take a roll, so I snapped some of her rolling...















I think I got those in order, even though they are numberd wrong...*shrugs* I just thought this was so cool!



Told ya I had a load of pics!!! I'm getting rather tired now and think I'm going to head off to bed...I don't want to bore you with more pathicness of my life...



Enjoy the pics and I aplogize if it's too long...

And the little dog too...
03:35 Jul 15 2007
Times Read: 688

Mom home yet?









Finally got Jessica moved out. Semi sorta. Some stuff is still here, but she is living in the trailer now that belonged to her dad. Of course her and Morgan are still arguing for the most part. My heart hurts for her most of the time. I know what it feels like to argue like that, I just don't want it for my girl and her baby. *sigh*



Snickers is somewhat confused as well. Jessica brought Brianna up here the other day for me to babysit and along came Snickers too. I looked at her and said "I gotta babysit the dog too?" Jessica said "Mom I can't leave her down there by herself!* o_O And I just got a scratch on my door, and lo and behold, Snickers has come for a visit. *giggle* I just think it's cute!







I go July 26th to see the neck specialist. I won't know anymore til then. All I do know is, I'm going down fast. Still no news on his ltd and I have to get mine sent in. So nothing coming in. NOTHING!!! How am I suppose to live on that? I'm tired of the day to day



Speaking of doctors, Andy has been downloading the new season of Dr Who! I love that show, and listening to that British accent. He's kinda cute too...









I've been working on Jessica's room trying to get it cleaned out and get her stuff to her and the rest in storage. I exhausted today. But I got it all moved. Now all I have left to do is clean it up and vacum.



Brianna is laying on the couch getting ready to go to sleep for the night. I'll keep her all night since Jess has to open the store tomorrow and I didn't want to have to get up that early and I know Brianna would be up for the day, so it's better for her to just sleep here.







Me and Andy played in the pool today *wink* we always have fun in there. He was making waves, I think I lost 75 gallons of water out of it *shrugs* eh, I was adding water to it anyway, so all is well.



Pretty much running on empty lately...



I'm hoping to go to church in the morning... Depends on how my energy level is I guess. I'm pretty much out of my meds and no money to refill them. I hate being out of my blood pressure meds though...



Got dinner over with, had chicken and dumplings. I played lazy and made them drop dumplins. I'm just not real crazy about those though. Guess I didn't have my dough thick enough. *shrugs* Eh, it don't matter much anyway...



I found out I got a wittle pay check from my few days I work the week of the fourth, so I'm off to pay a lil on some bills. Enough to keep them off my tail for a bit anyways...



I'll be back...



I hope...

Sleepless in Ldy Land...
10:24 Jul 05 2007
Times Read: 690






Not quite 4 am and here I sit wide awake. Now if I had to go to work, I'd be tired as hell since I didn't go to bed until after 11 pm o_O





Ya, you heard me right, I'm not going to work. They took me off work for another 3 wks. They as in the Ortho spec. I do pt 3 times a week again. And they referred me to a spine spec.







This spine dr is one that has pretty much done surgery on my whole family except my younger sister. He did my mom, my step dad and my older sister. My youger one had surgery but by a different dr. And they all had it on there backs. So hopefully it won't come to that on my neck. *sigh*







Now don't go getting me wrong, I'm thankful for what little I have. But I'm slowly losing most of it. Even though I wasn't working full time for missing because of the pt, but at least I was doing something. I have no idea if I can get my std started back up again without having to wait or not. Andy still hasn't gotten his ltd started and the crunch we are feeling is making me worry more. I'm not sure how much longer I can handle this without totally going under.







Brian has pretty much gotten moved out of his trailer and into his new one down at his dads. So he is off the land and Jessica can start moving in anytime. I think all he has left is his hanging clothes and the bed.



Jessica and Morgan have been doing a lot of arguing lately. Yet now he is sleeping in the floor beside me *sigh* Don't get me wrong, I love her very much as well as Brianna. But I can't deal with all this stress anymore. It's bad enough dealing with the after effects of the accident, much less this. I'm ready for her to get moved in so I can have some peace with Andy. I remember the days like that when me and Brian were still together. I haven't had to deal with this crap for years. I'll even help her pay her electric bill if it comes down to it. Well! Once I get some money coming in that is... *shrugs* Hopefully I'm not sunk by then...







Pools up! Me and Andy got to do some skinny dipping last night. Even got to watch the fireworks from neighbors and got a lightening show as well. Don't worry, it wasn't near us. I live at the top of a hill and we had an awesome view across the way. It felt good seeing as how it was pretty warm outside. But I looked out the window before I sit down in front of the computer and it looks like we got some rain. Which is a good thing. Lord knows we need it...



Sent 3 kittens off to live else where. They will find good homes by a friend of Jessica's that works at the local vets office. We kept Boots. Him and Angel will get fixed this fall when they have there special going on. Poor folk live poor ways *sigh*



We didn't do much of anything yesterday. Played in the pool and grilled some steaks. Didn't have money for fireworks, but we did get to watch them around the house and stuff. I felt bad because Andy likes sitting them off.



I guess I'm off here. I'm going to go cuddle with Andy before I have to wake up and call work. They are going to be so happy with me. NOT!!! And I'm just getting further behind on my insurance payments. They were going to start taking double premiums out this week and this happens. *sigh* Seems like all I do is try and fail...



I'm done whining...